as my edited photo that i upload up there yess hello . it had been a while since my last post or basically my last useless writing and the time i just acted like me talking to people but nobody actually read the post and neither me writing something that worth to be read. for my life sake . i do know it guys.

so this time i literally (will try my best) to write this month post in english ( maybe half of the entry. just read it and see how it's goin). compared to the umpteen bloggers out there i believed that my works here nothing compared to them but bloody hell who cares because im writing this for the sake of myself in future (in case i forgot who i am ) or people who will dearly missing this absolute living writer. yes who knows?

how's life going? good ? bad? nothing special? well this lil loser here just (or still) having a life crisis. yes massive life crisis.  *imagine a huge sad emoji on your screen* well thats life. yes but ill still want to complaint abt it. Allahu forgive this ungrateful thing


-beyond this point there will be bahasa rojak and little Manglish or something that may sound weird and abundant of unfamiliar words


sumpah my life since my final year of my diploma quite a big mess or i can said it was A total mess. wakeup at 9 ,shower at 12, eating 24 over 7, no exercising,  just strangers things at home. so yah that how im doing sooooooooo far . pretty impressive ait?


 basically habis je dip sumpah takde hala tuju because before dip end i literally just thinking about having a life break and literally planning to do nothing once my dip ends . nothing means really NOTHING. pastu dah habis ni memang bina badan dan menjadi petani anggur yang berjaya dunya akhirat sangat. i literally doing nothing .

so the real deal here sumpah sister habis buntu what im suppose to do with my life next. yes insyaAllah if everything going well this little winner (dah taknak loser ; kata- kata itu doa) akan sambung degree insyaAllah but masalahnya nak ambik apedia pun TAK TAHU . MY LIFE IS NOW A BIG MESSSS HAGEREEEEE!! so i did  put a lot of effort macam ambik ujian yang kaunselor tu kan (idk career test maybe nama dia) but im still dalam kebuntuan yang amat dasatttt . ALLAHU bantulah hambamu ini . well she's dyin this ugly reality. career test tu pulak aku rasa macam soalan dah level test tesl dah and dia punya soalan macam takde penghujung banyak dia . dah rasa macam boleh jadi  test-ologist kalau  ada kerjaya . eh. so dia punya penghujung berakhir dengan suggestion untuk aku menjadi seorang diplomat . A DIPLOMAT? seriously?

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japgi sambung lapor .......................